Dear Diary... 28.06.25

I haven't really been doing much on my website the past few days.. I haven't been feeling well. My period started and it's so hot in my room all the time and I've just been in a ton of pain and so sleepy I really wanna get back to updating it more though! anyways...

My baby bunny wet specimen came a few days ago!! He is the sweetest little thing. If you don't know, wet specimens are a type of taxidermy/animal preservation where they submerge the deceased animal in specific liquid in an air tight glass jar. It's definitely not for everyone but I think it's a lovely way of honouring an animals body after death. I want to eventually get a hysterectomy, and when I do, I'd like to preserve my uterus the same way. This diary entry is probably making the part of being a little strange in the head in my about me section make sense... I named him Cecil Cyril! Here is a picture of him: (click the paw! Also, reminder, while it isn't gorey and there's no injury, it is still clearly a dead rabbit.)

I also got more stickers! I think more are coming today too! Hmmm what else... My meds are making me lose my appetite completely again, they make me wayyy more stable but stop me from wanting food, it is very annoying having no appetite and having no hunger cues (that part is due to autism.) Oh right!!! I'M GOING TO GERMANY!!! Maybe I already talked about that on here, but I don't think so. Basically, my boyfriend lives in Germany and I usually go visit him every few months but it's been soooo long, but I'm going on the 12th of next month and I cant wait to see him and kiss him and cuddle all his cats again!!! He is my favourite guy in the whole world, I love him so much!!!

I don't have anything else to add... I'll try to do more proper website-y stuff today, like adding another collections page or add more stamps but no promises!! I'm still a sleepy, sick girl... Oh, also, speaking of my boyfriend, he's been coding for hours every day learning how to do stuff and his website is looking so cool!! Please go check it out:

Okay, that's all, if you wanna keep up with me more, follow me on tumblr! I might also end up sharing my discord on here but I'm not sure... Bye bye!!